S1E28 Forgive & Refocus That Energy!

“Do not let the behavior of others destroy your inner peace.” —Dalai Lama. There are some strange occurrences going on right now in this world and in my life. I feel most aggravated and most confused about a thing. I feel guilty of a thing, even though I have done nothing wrong, I was being misjudged and hurtful accusations were made. What I was finding was as long as I focused on my pain, it persisted. As long as I try to make it right, the angrier I feel because I couldn’t convince them of a thing. Have you ever felt that way? Have you ever been missed judged and accused of a thing that you know you were innocent of until you almost feel forced to say you did it just to get on with things? I did. What angered me most was that I couldn’t just make it go away so we could move on. So after many failed attempts to rectify the situation myself, my next move was to turn to my healing zone. You know I have shared with you in the past the importance of the soul’s journey. I tried listening to my favorite speakers, ministers, inspirational music, and audiobooks. I tried listening to anything that helped to uplift my spirit. I talked to my closest friends’ prayer partner relatives oh seeking and their words soothe my ears but not my soul. I did realize one thing for sure and that was all I am loved. Sometimes you just need to be reminded of that thing so let me start by saying dear heart you matter and you are loved. Now while I’m dearly grateful for the love and support I received over the past few days I couldn’t help but feel like there was something more for me to do. I’ve turned everything off recently and sat in silence and begin to just talk to Jesus. After a few moments of silence, I was able to utter from my lips the things that I had done and said and wanted to be forgiven for, I was able to be 100% honest with myself about and my situation‘s. And slowly, I begin to feel better! Something that I had not felt in some time now. But it still wasn’t enough. Do you ever feel like that? Do you ever feel like f