If there is no proof of my past ... Am I even real? John ponders the Memory Hole.

<p>Am I even real? <strong>John</strong> talks with <strong>Gary</strong> about reflecting with other people, and ponders whether or not he’s been thrown in the <strong>Memory Hole</strong>; Not fitting in makes us feel lonely, even in crowds; Pretending to be normal and positive after years is tiresome; Should we pay drug addicts to switch to a more socially-acceptable addictions … like religion or money?</p>