Fighting for my place at the table all my life why?

I just did 3 high quality and fun interviews in a span of a week why can't I get a live stage?? Help me to understand why I have to fight and prove that I can podcast like the big guys this is my entire life!!!! Frustrating!!!--- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/messageSupport this podcast: <a href="https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/support" rel="payment">https://anchor.fm/bigdcountry/support</a><br /><hr><p style='color:grey; font-size:0.75em;'> Hosted on Acast. See <a style='color:grey;' target='_blank' rel='noopener noreferrer' href='https://acast.com/privacy'>acast.com/privacy</a> for more information.</p>