A Funhouse Called CONTROL

Melanie.M

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We’re all here because we have control issues. My job is to navigate through yours and mine in tandem and have fun while doing so. I’ve learned so much about myself through this process. My boundaries, my kinks, my own control issues, what’s reasonable to expect of others and what isn’t. This journey through control can mean as little as having a great orgasm or it can be a revelation in waiting, something that will change the way you see yourself in the world from now on. Choose your own adventure and all that jazz. The truth is: I will never have full control over you and whatever control I do gain will be given to me willingly by you under the guise of me taking it. What a delightful mindfuck! I find the whole process so fascinating and addictive and enjoy the entire journey, even the bit where I, inevitably, have to disappoint people with this reality. Truthfully, I am just holding a mirror up to you and the relationship you have with yourself and you are doing the same for me. That’s why ‘play’ is truly the best way to describe what we are doing here together. No scripts, no rehearsal, just showing up and being a person. Fucking up, feeling awkward, being bored, overwhelmed, confused, excited, hesitant - you name it - it’s here! What you take from each experience is entirely up to you, what happens is not - believe me. The more you try to push an agenda, the less fun you’ll have. Forget having confidence that you can control what will happen, instead focus on having confidence in your ability to accept and deal with whatever happens. Whether that is asking for something different, pushing your own limits, trying something new or dealing with an unexpected feeling. Control is found when you can confidently give it up! Thanks for listening and if you haven’t done so already, consider subscribing to this newsletter for $7/month. Stay kinky and I’ll see you next Tuesday! xo Bastienne :)

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