I Have A Confession

<p><!-- wp:html /--> <!-- wp:heading --></p> <h2>The Question of the Week - Brought to you by <a href= "https://www.relaxedmale.com/brotherhood/" target="_blank" rel= "noreferrer noopener">The Brotherhood of Men</a></h2> <p><!-- /wp:heading --> <!-- wp:html --> <span class= "quora-content-embed" data-name= "Do-you-feel-that-you-are-appreciated-as-a-father/answer/Bryan-Goodwin-10"> Read <a href="https://www.quora.com/Bryan-Goodwin-10">Bryan Goodwin</a>'s <a href= "../../../Do-you-feel-that-you-are-appreciated-as-a-father?top_ans=254574408"> answer</a> to <a href= "../../../Do-you-feel-that-you-are-appreciated-as-a-father"><span class="rendered_qtext"> Do you feel that you are appreciated as a father?</span></a> on <a href="https://www.quora.com">Quora</a></span> <!-- /wp:html --> <!-- wp:paragraph --></p> <p>Question by <a href= "https://www.quora.com/profile/Roderick-Wrenn" target="_blank" rel= "noreferrer noopener">Roderick Wrenn</a></p> <p><!-- /wp:paragraph --> <!-- wp:heading --></p> <h2>The topic of the week</h2> <p><!-- /wp:heading --> <!-- wp:paragraph --></p> <p>Hey men, This week is sort of a confessional that I want to get started and out in the open. Now I could start with an excuse and say that the problems I had this year were all because of 2020. Yet we both know that is an excuse and crap. Everything I talk about this week is my fault and I take full responsibility for the shortcoming I have had.</p> <p><!-- /wp:paragraph --> <!-- wp:paragraph --></p> <p>I have failed this year in many ways. I have failed you. I failed friends and Family, and I have failed myself. How? Well, I will be jumping into that.</p> <p><!-- /wp:paragraph --> <!-- wp:paragraph --></p> <p>For us to be relaxed men we have to have integrity, and for this year, I left integrity in the dirt. I seemed to have dropped it time and time again. Thinking that I was going to do better only to throw it harder into the dirt.</p> <p><!-- /wp:paragraph --> <!-- wp:paragraph --></p> <p>There are 4 pillars to being a relaxed male, and if I a